feeling

Move

Move your battle away from the time

When you felt like your trust was taken piece by piece and shot down until it was beyond repair. 

Move your battle away from the feeling 

When your heart skipped a beat,  not in love but surrounded by fear and insecurity. 

Move your battle away from the life

Where you lived in a paranoia, an illusion that they were out to get you and you had to escape. 

Move your battle away from the hell

That you gave yourself for falling weak in your knees and giving yourself away for too little. 

Move your battle away from the death

Of happiness inside your body where every cell within you cried and hoped it would cease to exist. 

Move your battle away from the battles that need to be left alone.  The battles you don’t have to fight.  The battles you’re not meant to deal with.  

Your battle is life.  It is living.  Now.  Not then when things were happier or worse.  Now.  

Right fucking  now. 

Live. 

Fight the battle to live.  To feel.  To believe.  To recover.  

To love. 

Yourself first.  

Love me

Like a glass shard pierced through you

And pained the unmovable hand 

Bleeding right through the bandages 

And you couldn’t think of anything else

The agony shot in your nerves

And the apathy of the breeze abound

The gaping flesh wound disappearing 

And only the feeling left behind.

Love me.  Love me.  Love me. Love me. 

A little

Sweat it out

Bleed a little

Know your sorrow

Feel a little

Twenty times

And then once more

Make yourself

Crave a little

Then you’ll see

Little by little

What it seems

To be saved

And crippled

Know your sorrow

Heed a little

Twenty times

And then once more

Love yourself 

Brave a little

Then you’ll  see

Little by little

What it seems

To be broken

And crumble. 

Sweat it out

Bleed a little. 

 

Little Talks

​Little talks are tremendous things.  They teach you brevity in the face of enormity.

Little talks are more than little,  they help you play hide and seek.  Hide the bad and seek the good
Little talks lead you to places where you’ve been, but briefly.  Little talks help you remember life before bigger things happened. 

You and me and you and me

You would think you always had you
And have you
Will always have you
Yourself.
You will have me too
It is more important for you to know this
Because you will have me and me
And you
So effectively you’ll have us.
And you can turn against you
Yourself
You are not all you have
You might not always have you
You will have me but
Always and more
Because I did not learn to live with you because I had to
I did not change myself so that I could love you and you
Understand that I came along with you and you
As you are
And you went along with as me
And me
So we have each other and we’ll have ourselves too
But even when we don’t
When I am creating trouble for me
You will me keep me and me out of it
And when you are drowning in yourself
I will pull you out
We all are complete within ourselves with ourselves
But we aren’t the best at times
With ourselves
So let me need you
And let you leave you
At times
It’s all permitted
It’s love of a very normal kind